Monday, October 31, 2011

Change: The Only Constant Thing

Wow. I didn't know how amazing this thing now. I was just playing around with all the colors, fonts, themes, images that I've surfed throughout the Cyber Highway. Then, just look at this! A starry night blog which I totally love! And it's really making me feel bliss. :))
So, this is it then. I totally transformed my blog. This somehow interprets how much I've changed since the ISH who started the "In The Realms of My Existence." No doubt that's why it took me more than a year to take a look at this blog and express my thoughts again. I realized this blog was something I could hold on to, where I could trace the roots of who I was before. That's why I've decided to keep my blog for it has totally witnessed the big change in me.
Back in 2009, the year when I started everything, I was a whole lot different person. I could really say that. My thoughts, my feelings, my lifestyle, my home, my body, and my dreams changed. It is really true. Change is the only constant thing in the world.
Yes. It may seem unusual to think that I was like this before but without the person I was, I wouldn't be someone like me now. I wouldn't have been who I am now. I wouldn't have felt this new experiences and new feelings. The things that have happened in the past brought me here.
I couldn't help but expect more change. But at the moment, cheers to my new blog! :)

Goodnight. zzZZzz.

Monday, October 17, 2011

New Skin

Okay. I realized my blog's getting so out of time.
I have decided to change and put a new life in here. I'll be working out for some changes this upcoming week. :)
I can't wait but I gotta go sleep now. Okay, bye.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Come and Go

So, basically, it has been over a year since the last time I've posted something here. And, I haven't really realized till now how everything has changed, how things were going, and how the heck I am here at this point of my life.
Like, a year ago, I was still worrying about some little things in school. Now, I don't know. It is because I'm definitely already in college. Wheeew. Time flies so fast, eh?
And hey, you'll never really guess how everything turned around since that day, 7th of OCTOBER 2010. I have never ever thought that everything would come at this point. I have never expected that I have come to the point that I have acquired the fear of losing that someone.
Throughout the year, I could honestly say that I have learned to be more mature. I have learned a lot especially from my last year in Basic Education at my old school, my first ever school. Now, I have stepped a little bit out to see the world. I'm on my own journey now. I don't know whether the people that are dear to me now, whom I'm afraid to lose of, will still be there with me on my next pit stop in life. I guess I really am the one who's leading this adventure and those people have their own adventure stories to play, too.
I guess that doesn't really matter. What matters is that they've passed by in my life just the same as I've put a twist in theirs, but in the end, all of us would go in to the same direction anyway, the future. Just as what I just coincidentally read from a status in Facebook right now: "At some point, you have to realize that some people can stay in your heart but not in your life."
Yes. This is so true. But who really cares? Somehow, there's a big part of me which gives me the hope that I know someday, our roads will cross again. All I just have to do is to let go when it's time to let go and try to learn the art of waiting. God has special plans for us and it will always be righteous and worth enough to wait patiently.
WOW. I'm sorry for the lack of unity, coherence and emphasis for this post. It's just a free writing edition actually. I was just trying to check my writing guts and just trying to express what's boggling my mind these past few weeks. For the information of everyone, I was still writing actually but just through my own handy journal. And, believe me, it would take me a lot of time to post everything that has happened. I was also thinking of making another blog especially that I'm a whole lot different of a person now but I don't know. I'll think about it. So, I really gotta go. I feel so good after this. :)
But, I'm just gonna leave this line for now so to remind me that TRUE LOVE WAITS. <3

Love is a test. You don't have to study but you have to be patient to get it right. In the end, it's worth a passing grade. If love is true, it waits.