It has almost been a year since the last time I've written something here. It feels so odd that it feels like a million years ago has passed since then. I feel bad because I have let all of the countless happenings and events take away my need for writing. I swear regret is washing me up right now for I have failed to record so many cherished moments. Even my journal is not that alive anymore.
The past semesters of being a Biology student drained my time and energy to even think about writing. I am not sure if writing is my passion but right now, I really feel anxious because it seems like I have lost an eternity not being able to express my thoughts in this wild an unworldly imagination of mine. Though I never fail to write daily about my whereabouts and other daily events in my black 2012 planner, it is still so different to just have some quiet time, sit down, hold the pen, or in tonight's case, type on the keyboard as specks of thoughts flow and transform into more concrete matter, words and phrases.
I believe after writing this post, I would feel a lot better for I have somehow expressed a little part of me. This just proves that I am never a person of strong conviction through spoken words but through written ones. Hm. Thanks to my very active social networking site, Twitter, where I could just tweet almost everything that comes to my mind. Needless to say that it is totally all right even if it would seem like I am only talking to myself. My Twitter friends could read it but they can just ignore it, too, which is also perfectly all right for me, too. :) Only a few people know but I really do not like being the center of attraction. Eek. I dreaded that ever since.
Many things have happened today and as usual, I intend to write every single moment which is quite impossible. But since I have started writing again, I might as well try, right? In my mind, I'm thinking of making a love story blog and a blog of my life as a Biology student. Hmm. Those thoughts would require a lot of effort and time to realize. Anyway, who says we do extraordinary things in life as super easy? True people with true experiences would never believe that.
I guess I might end this with a goodnight now. :*
