Here's the entry I've been wanting to post. It seemed such a long time ago when all of this happened. As I read it now, I'm having a hard time trying to remember my emotions and feelings back then so I could finish it. But, things have changed now. He's different. I'm totally different from before. Everything's different even my heart which has changed that I never expected. Now, that night is just a memory that I know I will never ever forget as long as I'm still captured with the wonders and beauty of love, young love.
I just had the night I thought would never come to reality and the night that I thought would only be in my dreams as I slumber through those lonely nights. Everything started like a flick of a magic wand. The ordinary girl who wears her hair on a ponytail and wears the simplest types of clothes and who happened to be me suddenly became a princess. It all started when I entered the glass doors of the castle. I could hear the music of the orchestra playing. I could see the glowing lights of yellow and gold. I don't know why it came to me to search his eyes. I wandered my eyes as I ignore those gazes thrown at me. At last, at the hall, I've found him. He was looking rather sleek and handsome as ever. I reached for his eyes and I found him looking at me. My heart suddenly leaped. I don't know but I felt like I've been to heaven when I saw his smile.
That's it. That's all I could passionately write about. I could not recall the feeling I had felt six months ago for my heart has changed but I will try my best to finish it. So, here's the story from what I could remember now.
The roll call was about to start. He held my hand as we walk down the red carpeted aisle. I was stunned. All of my classmates, friends, and acquaintances, are all so stunningly beautiful and handsome in their tuxedos and ball gowns but, for me, only one stood up. Only one stood up like a star shining so brightly in the night sky. And, I just can't believe that star was holding my hand.
The night rolled on. Foods and drinks, laughs and giggles, smiles and poses, lights and cameras, music and videos, were all around. Soothing music filled the air of joy and excitement as the first dances started. He wasn't my first dance but I couldn't help but feel extreme happiness as he ask for my hand for the dance. It was something. When we were finished, I was supposed to feel sadness because I know he has someone else he have been wanting to dance with. But I couldn't ask for more for it was the only thing I've wished for. I'm just so happy that he became a part of one of my best nights in my whole life.
I suppose this would have been so much longer if I have finished this six months ago and if my determination to write something like this hasn't gone and when the memories were still fresh. Looking back now, there were moments that have truly completed the night that I never had notice back when it all happened. I was so caught up with the person in the post when I didn't realize it and when I didn't appreciate it not until now. Right now, I could only think of those moments as the start of something that had brought me into this state, into this feeling, into this new heart. I don't know but I just couldn't let it out now.
Experiences in the past could really affect your choices in the present and in the future. This experience may never be erased from my heart for I know it's something worth telling to my future children.
NOTE: It may seem weird to you why I said it has been such a long time. Technically, the real date for this is August 6, 2010, 11:54 P.M. not February 14, 2010. Almost six months ago.
